This as well. Sometimes I go out and think, mmmm wouldn't mind an ectoid (very rarely), would be great to pop into a shop and say two ectoids please, make them dancey, wouldn't have to spend the evening looking for shifty c*nts. When I went to amsterdam I went into a shop and bought some mushrooms, the bird behind the counter asked if I had any issues, I said I was very vain and felt a bit podgy, she recommended medium strength mushrooms, I went proper mad and it took me 3 weeks to feel normal therefore any mind altering drugs should not be sold to insecure freaks.