Dont get me wrong having a baby boy is fantastic and I love him to bits, but when you are sat here for an hour and a half, and every time you put him down he cries it gets a little tedious. I am currently sat here writing this while he just stares at me fully awake. Sat here in the dark, and as soon as he goes back in his Moses basket he will start crying again.
I do have to say this is the first time he has been like this, but the night feeds have got tougher with each child. 10 years ago, I was stiil up and probably drunk for the night feed, but if not lack of sleep did not bother me. Then 3 years ago I found it a little more difficult, but coped ok. This time I am finding very very frustrating and irritating.
Does this make me a bad person or just a grumpy old man?