You're younger than 26? Wouldn't have guessed it. But people mature at different rates. If you messed up but then regretted it and learnt from it, I'd cut you some slack.
I don't know Lallana, he might be an utter c*ck, for all I know. But I get the sense he's popular with his ex team mates, and feels a lot of love for Southampton. He made the wrong decision (not for leaving, but for how it was done) and was badly advised, but I can't hate him. He's no John Terry. He's still one of us - a Southampton boy.
Still hope he's humiliated tomorrow with an 8-0 home win though!