Jan,
From what I've read you seem like a bloody nice guy, so this isnt personal.
Save yourself the grief and stress that this job is causing you and resign as manager of SFC. You dont need this crap. You helped Holland win the World Cup. You are a proud man of achievement.
Look - you simply dont have the resources and support to do the impossible, OK ? Recognise that you are a man, flesh-and-blood, with limitations, not a f**king god capable of parting the Red Sea, or a wizard that flies around on a broomstick playing Quiddich.
Please, quit and go under your own terms, before Rupert Lowe makes you the scapegoat and fires you to make an example of you. You dont deserve that. I really reckon you've given it your all, after all, you are doing it for f**k-all...
Go and play with the kids, play with your missus, do the things in life that are important. Lowe will find another mug to push about who thinks they can do the impossible.
alpine_saint