To check that no b'stard's in my seat.
I have only recently (half way through last season) been able to go again on a regular basis and feel that I am making up for lost time. I've absolutely loved this season, I haven't been to so many games in one season since the late 70s.
What has been unexpectedly strange is the tension I've felt, growing throughout the season. I need to be slightly more chilled and enjoy the match, not just worry about the result at all costs.
I truly have rediscovered how much Saints mean to me, and now wish I hadn't missed so much over the years. But that's life and it leads you (well me anyway) all over the shop. So I'm trying to deal with guilt as well, FFS!!!
'You know, football,
Isn't it?, Saints,
You know,
Marvellous.'