Love the passion in this post. I am thrilled as anyone when we do well. However, I agree, I am probably scarred from the struggles of the 1990's. Always fearing the worst and worrying about relegation until its mathematically certain we cannot get relegated. Same in the games, I will only relax if we are say 4-0 up with 3 minutes to go !
I don't think I will ever change.
Also, I have still not got over the decision to appoint Sturrock in 2004. I knew that would lead to relegation, I knew it !! and it happened.